Today is a day I should be celebrating. But my heart is broken, my spirit is heavy & my soul is despaired. Like many of you, I feel so weighed down by the depth of what we have been through & the struggle of moving on has been more than I can sometimes bear. I know I’m putting myself out there, I’m just being real. Sometimes I feel unable to think clearly, I fear my decisions might be inadequate & my emotions are just raw, open & cut deep. I don’t know what lies ahead for any of us, least of all me. But that’s okay. I can take today to contemplate, grieve & mourn for the town that we lost. My birthday Verse? Matthew 11:28 Then Jesus said, “Come to me, all of you who are weary & carry heavy burdens, & I will give you rest.” Happy Birthday to me🎂, my day to rest.
