Like a lost memory in pieces of scattered time, I overlook the cloudy shadow of an unforgotten place I once lived. Constant & changing, moving in the bitter wind like a gentle whisper or a silent roar. I faintly remember the wonder filled times, when I felt so much alive. I was so quickly inspired to make my footprint in the ground, take my perfect spot & settle in this beautiful place called Paradise. If only I hadn’t lost that precious moment, that living dream; the distant reality that became a nightmare in the dark. But now I anxiously wait, as I widely stare into my daydreamed thoughts & prepare for the dawn of a new day. Do I even dare, do I even try to dream again & rise quietly from my silent scream? I stagger about in my demise & despair. Is it here that I can really find what I am looking for? Can I still feel something deep inside that will stir my soul again? Can I be more than I am, at this moment in time? I’ve pondered this gracious gift that I’ve undeservingly been given & have chosen to take this imperfect path. I must take this bold risk & say yes to this new found hope, this rescue plan, to see through yesterday’s sorrow into the birth of a new tomorrow. I’m no longer desperate & alone; I have so much to see & behold! Though I feel like I can’t, I know I can be more than I am. My eyes have seen the glory, I have felt His Mighty hand! He can make this something beautiful again! Today I’m peering through a blurred window pane, as I see my broken reflection staring back at me. Like a crackled spotty mirror, I can dimly peek thru this looking glass. Finally, I have seen it! This hope, that yearning, the vision I have, is for “Tomorrow’s Dream”!
